nice work with the lighting, other than that i'll observe more playing with it.
Sorry for the late reply. I cheacked out what Mod Loader looks like, but haven't really tested it out. I can't be sure whether it will be included with this mod in the future. Currently I'm not taking the risk, as my job is to keep this mod bug-free.
I know, right?! I myself am very excited to create three different conditions of rain and storms. I'll be starting a PM conversion with you within about a week.
Yeah, the fog and lighting feels so good ingame, that I could not help but release a BETA version of the mod! And about the rain, Rizqan meant the three stages of rain, Normal, Light and Nightmare.
When I noticed you're back, my heart started beating fast - not because of thinking I'd have to deal with a hater
, but because I was very excited. I know you had also been checking out my mod. What is surprising is that remember your first comment, about how I should get a job and all? I had saved your comment on a Microsoft Word document. I have even saved your new two comments. Do you know why? Because I know I'll be learning a lot from you.
You had said "Dont forget the past but don't get stuck to it coz this kind of things becomes the bedrock of lives"
. That is completely true.
You also said "Often regret is very false and displaced, and imagines the past to be totally other than it was.
" That is also absolutely true.
I have analyzed your comments a few times even while writing this reply. Honestly speaking, your second comment literally brought tears to my eyes. You said you chased the person who showed you the littlest bit of affection. That made me wish I had been there beside you, my hand on your shoulder, and said that your status in life is not what your family makes it -- its what you make for yourself. You dont need any medical attention. All you need is a true friend.
But dont make the mistake of hating your own family. They indeed care for you, although they dont express it, but at the end of the day, your smile is the picture which appears in front of their eyes when they sleep. Your goal is to try to understand other people's perspectives - what they expect from you, what they Want from you. Life is a mirror, I'm telling you. The more you will respect, the more you'll be respected. The more you care for others, the more you'll be cared for. You dont have to "Get a life". You already have your life in your hands, you have to mod it. You have to live it the way YOU want.
But always remember your limit. Once others are in the higher priority in your life, you'll know that You yourself are in their highest priority. You never made any mistake over and over again. The only mistake you did is thought you are a loser. Thats the most bogus thing to think. Had you been a loser, you would never express your life here to me - and you would have never have apologized for behaving like a complete jerk
You are a very special person yourself. I want you to be yourself, but you have to remember what I told you. Nobody said that a 10 year old game can prevent you from the brilliant opportunities of life. You have to do what you love the most. I truly believe that you will find a real friend to help you reach the top of the ladder. Until then, I am always there whenever you need help, friend.
Its me again, don't read the last line ... I'm genuinely sorry for behaving like a complete jerk(again).it's quit evident that I need serious medical attention or maybe a hug is all I need. I don't know, I've been like this for as long as I can remember and most probably this comment is a trap.
Ive done the same mistakes again and again, Ive chased out each and every person that has shown the tiniest bit of affection toward me out of my life, and when I came in contact with gtagarage it was he same sh*t all over again.I've come to terms with my problem and its seated deep within childhood abandonment issues and a completely dysfunctional family that prefers to have the kid sedated with computers and sh*t instead of spending quality family time.With that being said I like your mod and the reason I hated you mod was coz I have been considering myself a loser for playing the same game in my parents basement for 10 years instead of getting a life.And when you showed similar interest in an outdated game I immediately associated you to be a loser like me.(which is stupid coz for all we know you are pretty AWESOME).However, Ive said anything that need be said and I swear this isn't my usual trolling... Cheers and goodbye.